peeved

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MODELLING AGENT 1: gosh, he's so young, intellegent AND talented.
MODELLING AGENT 2: Not to mention his LOOOKS. pity 'bout his nose though. So frikkin ugly.
THEONEWITHTHEBIGNOSE: =(
THEONEWITHTHEBIGNOSE'S FAMILY: =( =(

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the holidays are here. yay. perhaps if someone breathed on me i might catch their enthusiasm. so here are my plans, in case anyone is interested at all.

1) Lose weight
2) Read all the books in my reading list.
3) New clothes
4) New shoes
5) New spectacles

right.

i'm feeling miserable because my iPod hasn't been repaired yet, and PEOPLE have started to make jokes about it. crap. and i'm sure some more sensitive person fritering away their time reading this will understand how difficult this is to me.

Oh. looks like no one does.

10.25 only and the family nazis are pressuring me to sleep. and i shall passively go away. =( =( =(

back ache suxx.

omg why am i even typing this crap? I haven't started on my homework yet! *_*

the Birds

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too kool 4 u

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=P My sister and i at takashimaya sc =)

Such Great Heights

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I am thinking it's a sign that the freckles
In our eyes are mirror images and when
We kiss they're perfectly aligned
And I have to speculate that God himself
Did make us into corresponding shapes like
Puzzle pieces from the clay
And true, it may seem like a stretch, but
Its thoughts like this that catch my troubled
Head when you're away when I am missing you to death
When you are out there on the road for
Several weeks of shows and when you scan
The radio, I hope this song will guide you home

They will see us waving from such great
Heights, 'come down now,' they'll say
But everything looks perfect from far away,
'come down now,' but we'll stay...

I tried my best to leave this all on your
Machine but the persistent beat it sounded
Thin upon listening
And that frankly will not fly. You will hear
The shrillest highs and lowest lows with
The windows down when this is guiding you home

gawd

i have an announcement.......

SHAO JIE SUCKS EGG ! ! !
May he grow fat, poor, ugly and old.

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i wanna cry already. I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL

OMG

idiotic man!

and he still dares to say good luck for the next interview TO ME. what the fuck. i hate him like hell^10000000 .

DIE Shao Jie. DIE.

gawd

i have an announcement.......

SHAO JIE SUCKS EGG ! ! !
May he grow fat, poor, ugly and old.

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i wanna cry already. I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL I wanna be SL

OMG

idiotic man!

and he still dares to say good luck for the next interview TO ME. what the fuck. i hate him like hell^10000000 .

DIE Shao Jie. DIE.

iPod-less haixx

"Brand New Colony" - the Postal Service

I'll be the grapes fermented,
Bottled and served with the table set in my finest suit
Like a perfect gentlemen
I'll be the fire escape that's bolted to the ancient brick
Where you will sit and contemplate your day

I'll be the waterwings that save you if you start drowning
In an open tab when your judgement's on the brink
I'll be the phonograph that plays your favorite
Albums back as your lying there drifting off to sleep...
I'll be the platform shoes and undo what heredity's done to you...
You won't have to strain to look into my eyes
I'll be your winter coat buttoned and zippedstraight to the throat
With the collar up so you won't catch a cold

I want to take you far from the cynics in this town
And kiss you on the mouth
We'll cut out bodies free from the tethers of this scene,
Start a brand new colony
Where everything will change,
We'll give ourselves new names (identities erased)
The sun will heat the grounds
Under our bare feet in this brand new colony
Everything will change, oOo oOo...

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argh. so much homework. so much stress. so much depression. it is really surprising when people ask how you cope in sec 1 and you say it's not as stressful as it seems but now IT IS dammit. gawd i am really buckling under the stress. i cannot believe it. i'm a very adaptable person... i should be able to at least stay 100% awake 100% attention for at least one period but i have seem to failed. i hate all the homework that is passed to me i hate all he fucking projects that we have to do week after week without stopping. it is madness and i feel like i'm working in a sweatshop or something. All these pointless forms, all the meaningless lessons, all the time dissipating (erm i think i used his word wrongly - sowwiiieee [^^"'] ) into nothingness admidst all the blind fear of unknown disciplinarians entering the prison that is your class. hey that would have made a nice song! * lol? ermmm *

agk i shouldn't even be typing all these crap. i havent even finished my reading portfolio assignments and my lame-O online maths homework. oh well at least now i can safely say that e-learning day sucked and we can all find peace in the knowledge that there won't be another one for a very long long time. heh heh :c

mmmmm..... i nearly forgot to tell my parents i scored highest in class for d&t ^^ and maybe they will even feel compelled to erm...uhh... get me the iPod photo (mini has too little space for all my songs. hrmph.) so then i'll have TWO iPods when the other one is finally repaired. har de har har har as if that would happen. don't those people at Apple center realize that without my ipod, i am NOTHING? yar that's right! blah.

omfg shao jie thinks i'm copying him. as in giving people 'that look'. wtf i have been doing that like, since primary 1 KKNBCJB! >_< stupid sicko. anyways yiting jun da and i caught him flirting with joelle after chemistry. and she was flirting back. ew both of them have zero taste! eurgh eurgh eurgh . ! ! ! *hahax* just kidding. both of them look so happy and contented together. ironically, kinda reminds me of gilmore girls season 4 when rory doesn't seem content because she is single again while everyone else is finding their um... special one.=P hrmmm.

...and once again i have a deja vu of looking through this post and realizing it's so long. maybe coz don't really have people to talk to suddenly. need to have verbal diahorrea in this blog. shit,,, i promised myself not to be so lonely this year, unlike last year and last last last year. urgh maybe i'll grow up to like those old people who feed the cats. not that i have anything against cats (i LURV kittiiiies ^^ ) but i'm NOT A CAT PERSON I DON'T WANT TO BECOME A CAT PERSON! *weep* okay. right. whatever.

and then we have now come to the list of bad things that have happened to me this week.
1) Monday. mondays are a bad thing. Baaaaaaad things, those days.
2) No more gilmore girls at 5pm. how will i ever spend my afternoon break again? Waaaaaah
3) e-learning day. enough said.
4) iPod being repaired at the apple center for approx. 1 and a half weeks. they claim to be waiting for parts to be shipped. yeah right. i think they are lying. they hate me. everyone hates me. it's a deliberate move to spite me. argh.
5) rains at the wrong times.
6) rains at the wrong times WHEN i am carrying my ugly blue umbrella.
7) i think i gained 1 kg.
8) i had to stand up during chinese lesson today coz i got no time to do my homework. urgh.
9) choir is so tough. and it's tough not to show it.
10) choir on friday. AAAAAAkrhjfgld ! ! !
11) i had eyebags on monday. EYEBAGS! E Y E B A G S ! ewwww! *lol*
12) i was trying to be funny but i failed. i 'm not the crack-a-joke-a-day sort of person.
13) so much homework.

See? Thirteen problems. yikes.

it's raining now and the chinchilla's are waiting for their dinner. i guess that means i should feed them. but then pip will bite me. or not. i wish i had rubber gloves =(

p.s. wow this seems like a long entry. maybe they should publish Cliff Notes for this HAHAHAHAH HARH. okay you don't know what are cliff notes so you don't get the joke so it's not funny. =(( I'm a stupid loser failure!

// FLASHBACK TO LAST TERM : :

Jun Da : YOU are a FAILURE
Me : I am NOT!
Jun Da : ..................
Jun Da : *tooooooooottoooooooottoooooot*

*haixx*

i can't wait to see star wars at lido with donald! AT least that gives me something to look forward to. though i don't like star wars. but nevermind.

Yawn. i think i should do my homework now. why the heck am i typing this anyway? coz i dun wan my blog to erhm ....

// FLASHBACK TO FEW WEEKS AGO : :

funkylittlepiggy : ur blog is dying. go POST.
me : but i just posted last week/month/term wad. :(
funkylittlepiggy : oh.
funkylittlepiggy : nvm juz go POST.

.............. dotz.........

bleh i keep doing these flashback things it's becoming cliché already. And my blog won't look like Wendy Cheng's one already. Waaaaaaaaah.



xiaxue.blogspot.com



oh temple of the goddess of the goddesses of blogging ...show me your true ways and enlighten me...... oh sacred one

-.-"'
signing off (finally!)

theonewiththebignose


oi! remember to go 1e3 forum okiiees? address at 1e3 blog. 1e3 blog address available at 1e3 whiteboard. 1e3 rawks! yeahhh!

trapped

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if you were schizophrenic this might make sense.

samuel lee, this is your life!

Hahaz...i copied the titled from my sister. =P Muahahahaha etc. etc.

it wasn't exactly a very productive day. morning wei yao marcus jun da and i , went to amk library to do lit project and then blahblahblah i shan't bore you with the details... then afternoon i went to church for yf........ um that's it :(

so then my dad had his whatever swimming competition...you know all the Ministries (MOE, MOH, MOM etc. etc.) all competing against each other with their fake sincerity and stress related over-enthusiasm (that is, if they were all school kids). Then my dad was representing MOE at the senior Men's Open backstroke event (or whatever swimmers call it LoL) and he came in 5/8. i sms-ed him

me: that's good ^^ i'm on my way home soon

-- waits for non-existant reply --

and he was at the isetan sale all along spending all his money on shirts that have 'wrinkle-free' fabric (yah right. there were wrinkles in the wrinkles of the wrinkle-free t-shirt. wadabout that. -_- ). and there was a two-way shirt too, as in you can turn the shirt inside-out for another pattern if you don't like the other pattern already.

*daydreamzz____*

chong yi : but ah what if the shirt is like not very nice then you don't like both patterns? then what size is it available in? then where can i find it? very farni leh (and so on...)

miss neo : can you please collate your questions and then ask me later?

* stops daydreaming a.k.a wakes up to this sick sad world *

roflmao . i can still remember that day. or this one :

*daydreamzzz____*

chong yi : *raises up his hand* err miss ong...

miss ong : *irked* yes chong yi what is our question? >.<

chong yi : *scratches neck in awkward shock and embarrassment*

*zip*

yar that one quite funny also. jun da and i laughed like siao, then i felt all the furniture in class staring at me like bo liao like that. damn scary.

my computer desk

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ultra messy, i know :'(

Zsa zsa and Pip

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Zsa zsa slacking on Pip

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yeah they're cute ^^

Pip

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Yeah he tried to bite me just now -.-

blahday

I don't believe this. it's like chong yi is bias or sumthing, the whole of yesterday and today he asked only 5 or 6 questions. And that is so abnormal. Why? coz he asks a frikkin gajillion questions in just one period ...if it was a normal day. And it's true...Jun da and i were counting. there is something wrong, i'm quite sure of it =\

today i felt like i was the worstest student ever (and it's true...! *lame*) coz i was half asleep during history and i was doing yesterday's homework (maths in particular =P ) the after that during english i forgot everything that miss ong said (-_-'") sorry miss ong! Then after that p.e. we played soccer? and everyone i know knows that i don't enjoy kicking a ball on a patch of grass? so jun da and i just stood in front of the net, and i pretended to be gloomy. well I was already gloomy enough, even though gray skies cheer me up..... so then anyway we were taking up space on the field, then those ultra-enthu people all run around pretending they look so stylo when running in the drizzle . that sort of stuffs. so damn irritating lor. maybe i looked stupid also, i was a about to kick then i missed....oh the humanity...! but it went out anyway. but i still looked so bai chi. sobb.

then after recess it was two periods of english (good time to catch up on my sleep, huh?) but then i was busy doing chinese zuo ye and playing word games with jun da... the boredom! then we didn't give a damn what was the stupid book trying to tell us, somthing like analytical writing or whatever. oh... it was ....... damn. i forgot again. but anyway it was boring. dun need to elabourate further. haha as usual maths was the only time i tried to pay attention -_- and after that chinese i drew on my hand. =P so finally during chemistry i was struggling to open my eyes LoL.

then today also got choral speaking rehearsal. ARFG!@$%^@!@&^GHHH
*cool down*

note to self - attach that damn tagboard. until now still missing! tsk tsk tsk.

A Life

Yesterday i nearly died coz i havent done so much homework, then the !%^& history project not nice enough....then it was like, most of the things i do on my own.....as usual. Then Jun da always want me in his grp coz then i can do EVEYFUKKINTHING in the project. so damn annoying. but aniwaes...

I re-ran my 2.4km again today. Then halfway through i couldn't breathe lor..then i felt like collapsing like that...then when i finish running i suddenly saw ching yi at the school gate already. then i was like, omfgwtf...he completed so early? then i pretend to be nice and asked him. and it turns out he gave up halfway. TYPICAL....... ¬¬ Good thing this time i clocked 13.40. still very bad but at least i pass lar......

tomorrow got bloody choral bloody speaking. so damn fukked up. i hate i hate i hate i hate >_< stupid akawakawaka lamerrr