Hello all! In the span of three days, I have had a dengue scare, experienced extreme states of mind and a manic phase. I lied about the last one.

Promos have been gawd-awful. KI was OK, but in the middle of Econs my health started deteriorating rapidly, causing me to lose focus entirely for my case study, which coincidently makes up a significantly higher proportion of my total marks. Perfect: am going to kiss my 3H2s + KI goodbye, alongside my dreams of taking H3 Lit (which will of course turn into a nightmare, who am I kidding.) I am surprisingly still numb to all of the madness.

In the end, I missed my Chinese paper and had my name announced throughout the entire hall. I think I appreciate their efforts in trying to track me down, but I would have also appreciated it more if there was some form of protocol or contingency plan to avoid tarnishing My Good Name over and over again. Beside, I informed the GO and the MT HOD, who very compassionately said that life is still more important than an examination. I wish the same could be said for my A levels, unfortunately.

On Wednesday, I dragged myself to school and slogged all the way through Lit, complete with awkward phrasing and smudged ink as a testament to the sweat and tears in the measly 2 hours we were given. If my paper doesn't give some bug to my markers (as my illness has to nearly the entire household), it's probably going to make them ill with the incoherence of a stoned college druggie.

Anyway here is an optimistic projection for promo results:

H: C
L: B
M: hopefully A
E: D
K: C

And here is the pessimistic projection, seeing how I have been severely affected by my medication:

H: E
L: U
M: a pass
E: U
K: D

Makes me want to burrow into a large soft pillow and then die there.

P.S., am not the brilliant person you so like to envisage. Cut me some slack kthanks.