stupid stupid stupid!
I'm have to be at 2 places at the same time tomorrow. I'll have to rip myself apart into 2. And then perhaps I'll become a martyr for the rest of the students who feel like me and henceforth bring greater understanding between students and teachers. Or I also could also go for one activity and anger the other people in charge of the other activity. Either way I lose. I need some time machine of sorts and then I can truly feel more at peace with things.

God, I know you're in control. Help me.